In My Life
By Sindy Bradley
Some characters are based on real people but the names have been
changed
GCF is too lazy to go through and edit a story this long, so you'll
have to just live with any formatting problems from the email.
Part 2: Put Your Heart and Soul Where I Can See Them Shine
Liselle's birthday slipped into memory as time rolled
on. Indeed, the
whole month of 'January 1967' slipped into nonexistence, a month filled
with
big changes for most parties involved in this account. Memory
can be a
tricky thing, however, and certain aspects of that initial few weeks
were
best left forgotten in the dust that would cover the later dates in
January
in the year 1967.
That's not to say the new roommates-particularly
the Monkees-were not busy;
as usual, something went terribly awry in the boys' pursuit of fortune
and
fame. A boxing promoter had convinced Davy that he could be a
champion-despite the slightly smaller than average height of the young
man
in question. The other three Monkees, being naturally suspicious
of such a
promoter, discovered that all of Davy's fights were fixed. It
resulted in
the usual defeat of the antagonist, and the guys returned home triumphant.
Two days later, January turned into February,
the month that lovers wait
for and pessimists despise. Since the group of seven roommates
contained a
few of both, there was a range of feelings as Valentine's Day loomed.
Micky was intent on getting Mike to ask Lucia
out on a date while also
worrying whether Davy and Liselle would ever be serious. Davy
found himself
still spellbound by Valleri Matthews and gradually forgetting Liselle,
though he overcompensated by doting on Liselle. He did not want
to be in
love with Valleri; that was something best left in the past.
Mike was fully
aware of Micky's desperation toward getting him to date Lucia just
as much
as he was aware that he wanted to-which angered him more than Micky's
broad
hints. Liselle was discouraged by Davy apparently losing interest,
since
she enjoyed playing with peoples' psyches; but she had a crush on Micky
that
was growing with every day that she saw him. Athena was still
adjusting to
living with the Monkees, considering that she had not been a maniac
beforehand, so romantic pursuits were still the furthest from her mind.
Alicia was in a personal agony over Peter and his relationship with
Valerie
Cartwright-particularly the fact that she had become Peter's confidante;
fortunately, Micky seemed to have both figured out her heartbreak and
taken
her under wing. Peter was still deeply in love with Valerie,
but her mother
was still causing enough of a rift that his romantic life was in an
unhappy
lurch.
It was Liselle who brought up that they had
a few dates before Valentine's
Day to think about. "C'mon, you guys, don't the 11th and the
13th ring a
bell?"
General gasps of understanding rose from the
other young people and they
glanced outside, where Liselle had intentionally left Peter and Alicia
to
toil. "We forget their birthdays." Davy said in an awed little
voice.
Liselle nodded.
"And since she threw me a party, I'm gonna
throw her a party." Liselle said
eagerly. "A bigger one."
"She doesn't like parties." Athena, Davy,
and Mike intoned. Micky shook
his head.
"She just has to loosen up, that's all." He
informed them. "I'll make sure
she'll have fun."
"There, thank you." Liselle said, smiling
brightly at Micky. "He's got it
straight."
"What about Pete, though? Are we gonna have
two parties a day apart?" Mike
asked, frowning. "We don't have enough money for that-"
Suddenly, there was the sound of the door
slamming and Peter and Alicia
burst in, carrying the mail. "Liselle, Athena, we got our letters!"
Alicia
enthused, handing the envelopes to her compatriots. Peter was
carrying the
usual load of bills and advertisements that came for the Monkees, looking
happy despite that.
"You got a letter, Mike." He said brightly,
handing the letter to the
bewildered Texan. Mike stared at the letter, turning it over
again and
again.
"From who?" he muttered to himself, checking
the return address. His
chocolate brown eyes widened in surprise and a small gasp escaped his
mouth.
"Who's it from?" Davy asked curiously, peering
at Mike past Micky's
shoulder. Mike chuckled, his shock still apparent.
"Serena. My Serena." There was such
affection and warmth in his tone that
Liselle couldn't help but be surprised. She had no idea who Serena
was, but
whoever she was, she was important. Micky was grinning from ear
to ear and
he cuffed Mike on the shoulder.
"And you said she'd never write you." He teased,
peeking at the envelope.
"Aren't'cha gonna open it?"
"I guess so." Mike replied, sliding his thumb
under the flap and ripping
the envelope open, pulling out a piece of folded paper. As Mike
unfolded
the letter, a small photograph tumbled out and landed on the floor,
where
Liselle instantly stooped to pick it up.
It was a picture of a young woman with long,
wavy black hair and blue-gray
eyes. Her skin was exquisitely pale and she had a heart-shaped
face that
was cupped in one slim hand. Her smile was mischievous and secretive,
her
lips a lovely pink. Liselle turned the photo over to see if there
was
anything on the back, and, sure enough, the words 'To Michael with
Love-Serena Louisa Blake' were written in a tentative, terse handwriting.
Liselle handed the picture to Mike, who smiled
when he saw it. "Who is
she?" Liselle questioned plaintively. Mike's wistful smile didn't
fade.
"Serena Blake is my ex-girlfriend. She
moved away." He gazed at the
picture, his face, for once, an open book. Clearly he still loved
Serena;
perhaps, Liselle wondered idly, there was something to that old adage
about
absence making the heart grow fonder. "I miss her." Mike murmured,
letting
his guard drop long enough to admit to still loving her.
As he settled onto one of the psychiatrist's
couches, mouthing the words of
the letter, his roommates pulled away slightly, leaving him at peace
in his
own reverie. Davy, Micky, and Peter went about their own business,
smiling
at each other and nodding in Mike's direction every so often; Liselle
collected her two female friends and retired into her bedroom to discuss
their 'letters.' After a great amount of discussion, the girls
emerged to
find the house as they left it; quiet and lethargic.
Mike's letter had been put away in his room,
and Mike was sitting on the
bandstand with his guitar in his lap. He was quietly playing
parts of
'Sweet Young Thing,' crooning the lyrics softly to no one. Micky
was
sprawled on a psychiatrist's couch, softly singing any random song
that came
into his head. Peter was nowhere to be seen, and Davy was seated
beside Mr.
Schneider, the 'Advisor,' telling the huge ventriloquist's dummy his
problems.
Liselle shrugged and disappeared back into
her room, telling Alicia that
she was going to work on a story idea she had. Once in her room,
she
flopped onto her bed, exalting in the privacy having her own room allowed
her. That was the only place she could freely think and feel,
without
worrying about keeping up with what was going on.
She sighed, thinking of the life that they
now led. They worried about
rent-Athena in particular-and it sometimes almost seemed that it would
be
better to go to school. Liselle's mind snorted with disgust at
that
suggestion; anything, short of being dead, was better than school,
and even
then, when given the choice, Liselle would rather die than go back
to
Creighton Middle School. The seventh grade was something best
left behind,
and though the years in between might be missed, it was far better
to be
suddenly twenty-one than stuck at thirteen.
Strangely enough, Liselle didn't feel much
different than she had at
thirteen, except for this tweaky little something that always spoke
up with
a certain rationale that hadn't quite been there before. Or the
sudden
lower intensity of some emotions and the higher intensity of others.
The
relapses into immaturity aside, Liselle merely felt like a few extra
years
had been added on to her life, a feeling compounded by the fact that
the
memories from what was supposed to be 'eight years ago' felt like they
were
eight years ago. Her life before the change had the slightly
murky quality
of longtime memories, and other memories, like when she and Alicia
initially
became friends in fourth grade, were even further away.
"I need a nap." Liselle said aloud, rolling
over for comfort. She lay
there for an hour and a half before a troubled sleep finally overtook
her.
Athena felt stuck. Irreversibly,
inconceivably, stuck. She had not made
the wish in the first place; it had been Liselle and Alicia's pet daydream
to go to the 'Alternate Dimension,' and now that they had their 'perfect'
life, what was Athena going to do?
What really irked her was that Alicia was
utterly miserable, Liselle seemed
horribly confused, and the Monkees turned out to be a bit different
to live
with than to see on TV. Mike still avoided them as much as possible,
which
seemed outrageous, considering the way he always seemed to help females
in
need; why weren't they any different? Micky was a quirky young
man with an
infectious personality lacking in ambivalence; you either loved Micky
or you
hated him. Athena was not quite sure which side of that line
she stood on.
Davy was a fun-loving, lovable guy with a certain depth not allocated
to him
on a two-dimensional screen; indeed, they all had a depth that wasn't
apparent on TV. Peter seemed to be constantly wearing a mask
of dumb
happiness, which was starting to get to Athena; there were times when
it was
devastatingly obvious that he was unhappy about something but wasn't
telling
anyone. Added to that was the fact that no matter how many times
Athena
insisted to herself that it wasn't true, she cared deeply about her
new
roommates, since they were, from their heads to their toes, decent
guys
(even though Micky had his Jeff Spitz-like moments).
Then, of course, there was the matter of Liselle
and Alicia. Liselle
seemed to be internalizing all of her feelings, something which Athena
knew
was not healthy. Alicia seemed to have slipped into the pool
of darkness
that all-too-often threatened to drown her and was all-too-often connected
with a boy. Athena wanted it to be like it used to be, wanted
for it to be
either like it used to be or completely different. But, since
they were the
same people they had been in 2001, she supposed they would never change
completely. They would have to live with what they had become;
even more
complicated people than they had been before.
Mike glanced furtively around
him. Once he was sure that his roommates
were, indeed, gone, he picked up the phone receiver. He dialed
quickly,
half hoping she wouldn't be home and half hoping that she would.
Upon receiving Serena's letter, he decided
that though he was still deeply,
mind-bogglingly in love with Serena Louisa Blake, things would never
be the
same between them again, and it was best to move on. Serena had
intimated
that she was dating someone knew, the same way a friend would write
such a
thing, which had devastated Mike. He had been anxiously awaiting
the day
that Serena would return to California, as promised, but he realized
that if
that day ever came, he would be greeting an ex-lover, not someone who
had
been waiting for years to return to him.
So, with that new knowledge tucked into his
heart, Mike had swallowed his
pride and dug up the tiny slip of paper with Lucia Perez's number on
it,
preparing himself for the worst. Her interest had probably waned
by now
anyway.
"Hello?" answered the voice of Lucia.
Mike cleared his throat uncertainly.
"Uh, hi, Lucia. This is Mike Nesmith."
"Oh, Mike!" Her voice took on warmth that
hadn't been in her original
greeting. "How have you been since the party?"
"'Bout the same as I was at the party.
Got a letter from an old friend t'
day." Mike replied, his voice dropping in volume until he felt like
a gawky
teenager. Lucia merely made a noise of assent.
"I've been trying to sort out my photographs."
She said, her pleasure at
having someone to talk to radiating in her voice. "I got paid
for my first
photography job last week!"
"Oh, that's great!" Mike enthused, feeling
a surge of happiness for this
person he hardly knew. "Listen, uh, would you, uh, like to go
out, on a
date, maybe?" Mike cursed himself for the way his voice went up an
octave
and for all of the pauses.
"With you?" Lucia asked sweetly, obviously
amused. Mike blew out an
exasperated sigh.
"No, I called you 'cause one of my friends
wanted a date. Yes with me!!"
Lucia laughed, an unwelcome sound for Mike.
"I know, Mike. When?"
"Uhhhh.Saturday okay with you?"
"Just peachy." Lucia replied, the teasing
sarcasm evident. Mike couldn't
help but smile. "And what are we going to do on this date?
Where are we
going to go?"
Mike paused. "We could go to a movie.
Or dinner." He chuckled,
embarrassment creeping in. "I don't think I have the money for
both."
Lucia giggled. "Well, I think it would
be fun to go to the amusement park.
It's much more relaxed, you know." She finished loftily, and Mike knew
he
was being teased for his nervousness.
To combat this, he squared his shoulders,
tried to quietly pull in a deep
breath, and said, "How about I pick you up at 6:00?"
"Perfect. Amusement parks are great
at night."
"Did I say 6:00 PM?" Mike jumped at his chance
to tease, and when he heard
a sharp intake of breath on the other end, he began to laugh heartily.
"I'm
just kiddin.' See you on Saturday, Lucia."
"At 6:00 PM, right, oh mighty one?"
"Right."
"Okay. See you Saturday!!" Lucia blew
a kiss over the phone before hanging
up. The click signified the beginnings of something, and Mike
held a
sudden, inward awe of himself that only came from plucking up the courage
to
ask a girl out on a date.
Next came the euphoria of having the date
be accepted. Mike quickly hung
up the phone, sighing happily and leaning against the wall. "Well,
you did
it Nesmith. You asked her out on a date."
"That's great!" Micky enthused, rushing in
from the back door. "What'd she
say?"
Mike stood bolt upright, glaring at his soon
to be deceased best friend,
before grinning. "She said she'll go to the amusement park with
me."
"All right!" Micky cried, rushing toward Mike
and clapping him on the
shoulder. "When?"
Mike rolled his eyes; Micky had a childish
attribute of having to know
everything. "Saturday."
Micky crowed happily and began to dance in
circles, his expression
triumphant. "I didn't even have to try that hard!"
Mike grinned triumphantly. "Ha!
I knew you were tryin' to get me an'
Lucia together!"
"And it worked!"
"What worked?" Liselle asked, standing with
Alicia in the doorway of the
back door. Micky rushed over and, before Mike could stop him,
spilled
everything he knew.
"Mike's got a date on Saturday!"
"With who?!"
"Lucia Perez!" Micky began hopping around
joyfully again. "It was my
idea."
Mike decided that he could not let Micky continue
in that fashion. "For
your information, it was my idea to ask her out. You were just
hopin' for
it."
Micky ignored him and merely pranced in happy
circles as the rest of the
household crowded around Liselle and Alicia. Mike felt his embarrassment
rise; he certainly didn't want all six of his roommates knowing,
particularly Davy and Athena. He wasn't quite sure why he didn't
want
Athena to know, but he knew Davy, and Davy would grin in an all-knowing
way
and practically skip to his room to laugh at Mike in peace.
"All right, Micky, give it up. Why don't
we practice or somethin'?"
"Aww." Micky groaned, flouncing immaturely
to his drum set. "You never let
me have any fun, Mike."
"Yeah, can't he savor his victory?" Alicia
piped up, grinning. Mike
sighed.
"C'mon, guys, let's practice. We have
an audition at the Apex tonight,
remember?" he said, all but ignoring Alicia's question. Mike
was admittedly
(only to himself) resistant to the new women in the house, but he just
found
himself unable to get used to them. He was a creature of habit,
and the
girls had disrupted the careful fabric of his life. It was ironic
that Mike
was the only one who could not get along as well; he had been the one
who
wanted new roommates in the first place. Would it have been different
if
they had been men? Perhaps, but not likely.
"Mike Nesmith is obviously not home right
now." Micky quipped, breaking
Mike's train of thought. "Maybe he needs food?"
"You're obsessed with food." Alicia teased,
plopping onto one of the
psychiatrist's couches beside Liselle. Liselle snickered.
Micky made a
face at both young women, sticking his tongue out playfully.
"Maybe I'm just a growing boy."
"At twenty?" Liselle jibed, smiling sweetly.
Mike stepped into his
position on the bandstand, slinging his guitar strap over his shoulders,
half-listening as his roommates mocked one another around him.
"Are you girls listenin'?" He asked somewhat
gruffly, trying to mask the
sudden surge of affection he felt for the people in question.
"Of course." Athena replied, squeezing onto
the end of the couch beside
Alicia.
"We have to either boost or shatter your egos."
Alicia contributed, leaning
back slightly to get comfortable. The Monkees glanced uncertainly
at one
another, their incredulity apparent; the girls had never made a big
deal out
of sitting and listening, since they could hear the music in every
part of
the house.
"Are you planning something?" Davy asked,
grinning mildly. Athena,
Liselle, and Alicia shook their heads, uttering phrases like "Nah!"
and "Of
course not!"
Not believing them for a second, Mike gestured
for Micky to count them off,
telling everyone present that the first song they would play would
be '(I'm
Not Your) Steppin' Stone.' He felt his worries slip away as he
traversed
through the memories attached to the song; he could picture Melody
Forsmith
as easily as though she were sitting with the girls. Mike sometimes
wondered if Micky still pictured her, whether he was still in pain
over the
things she pulled.
The girls were jokingly clapping at the end
of the song, laughing. Micky
and Davy both bowed and Peter followed suit, all three of them crying
"Thank
you, thank you!" as though to an adoring crowd of thousands.
Mike couldn't
help but smile at his friends' almost delusional pursuit of fame; after
all,
wasn't it he that was bitten with the music business bug the most?
Reality
had a tendency to sometimes kill the optimism, but Mike-and his band
mates-still firmly believed that they would "make it" someday.
"Are you done?" he asked, staring at the other
guys. They stopped,
mid-bow, to grin sheepishly at him and return to their places.
Mike turned
to the girls. "Are you done?"
"No, but play anyway." Alicia said, smiling.
"How 'bout 'Papa Gene's
Blues?'"
"Okay," Mike replied before realizing rather
quickly that they had not
played that song in almost two months; thus, how could Alicia have
known
what it sounded like, much less what it was called?
Davy sighed, rolling over to
watch Peter as he slept. Davy found himself
frequently cursed with insomnia, especially when he had been 'pondering'
too
much of his life, and it was only made worse by the way Peter would
usually
fall asleep five or ten minutes after he laid down. The peaceful
look on
Peter's face brought an unexpected surge of both hatred and affection
from
within Davy.
Davy groaned softly, rolling over again and
trying to talk himself out of
it. Peter had been nothing but kind to him all this time-save
for a few
friendly teases and the normal spats between roommates-so why did Davy
suddenly hate him?
He calmed down somewhat when he realized that
he didn't truly hate him, not
in the sense that one usually thought of. It had been sheer envy
of
everything that Peter had that caused that reaction, and it was gone
now.
It did sometimes seem that Peter had no problems, and, truth to be
told,
that irked Davy. Peter seemed to lead an idyllic, naïve
existence filled
with a simplistic happiness and love for most of the people around
him, and
Davy found himself muddled up in the confusion of life. Sometimes,
Davy
felt a peculiar responsibility toward keeping Peter's naivete alive,
as
bizarre as that might seem.
Davy sighed, burrowing deeper into the covers
and staring at his roommate
again. He let his mind traipse through the memories of when he
first met
the guys, and when he first became a Monkee.
"I really thought that guy would work out."
A dejected voice sounded from
around the corner. Davy marginally perked up to see whoever was
coming.
"Yeah, well, we all did, Pete. We'll
just have to find somebody else." A
second voice replied, this one heavily laced with a Texan accent.
"If we can." Glumly replied a third voice.
Davy watched, his eyebrows
raised, as three guys around his age rounded the corner. The
tallest of the
trio was whacking another guy in the back of the head while the third,
a
young man with sandy-brown hair, sighed heavily. They were coming
in Davy's
direction, talking somewhat amiably (if a little downcast), and they
would
not have noticed the young Englishman seated on the steps of the apartment
house if not for-
"Ow!" Davy yelped, grabbing his foot and rubbing
it where the guy who had
been whacked stepped on it. He couldn't keep the glare off of
his face;
this was not the day for some stranger to be stepping on his foot,
considering his eviction. The other young man grimaced, casting
his eyes to
each of his friends uncertainly.
"Uh, sorry, man." He apologized, grinning
sheepishly. "Didn't notice you
there."
"Yeah, obviously." Davy retorted, staring
up at all three of them. The
fair-haired boy stared at Davy quizzically.
"What's wrong?"
"I've just been evicted." Davy replied, deciding
that the question seemed
heartfelt enough. All three of the friends made polite, 'I'm-terribly-sorry'
faces, and two of them seemed prepared to go on. The third, however,
stayed behind.
"Wait!" he cried, a smile lighting his face.
"Mike, Micky, I have an
idea!"
Davy watched with semi-interest as the three
of them went into a huddle.
He had no idea what they were talking about-though he suspected it
had
something to do with him. They seemed to be arguing, which made
him feel
worse than he had about being evicted. He was considering making
a quiet
escape without them noticing, but just as he began to stand, the original
holder of the idea turned around, beaming.
"You can stay!" he enthused, but it only heightened
Davy's confusion.
Apparently seeing this, the guy began to explain. "You were just
evicted,
and we need a fourth member of our band, so I thought you could move
in with
us."
"I don't even know your names!" Davy replied,
utterly shocked that complete
strangers would offer him a place to stay. The one that stepped
on his foot
shrugged, grinning.
"I'm Micky Dolenz." He said brightly, reaching
for Davy's hand. Davy
bewilderedly took it, offering a weak smile.
"I'm David Jones."
"Mike Nesmith." The tallest with the wool
hat said, smiling slightly. Davy
got the feeling that the slight smile was the most that one got from
Mike.
"I'm Peter Tork." The one whose idea it had
been concluded, still smiling
broadly. "Will you be the front man?"
Davy was flabbergasted. Being a member
of a band was one thing, but being
the front man was something entirely different. Beside, he knew
nothing
about them; what if they turned out to be murderers or something similar?
But the offer was so kind that he could not bear to turn it down.
After
all, where would he go?
"I suppose I'll stay for a few days, to see
if it will work out." He
replied, standing and grabbing his suitcase to leave with his three
new
friends.
"All right, and you're staying in Peter's
room, just in case you're a
murderer." Micky said brightly. "It was his idea, he should die
first."
Davy let himself slide out of his memories,
feeling a sense of happiness at
thinking of their first meeting. It had been pure chance that
Micky had
stepped on his foot, and look where it had led. Davy glanced
at his
roommate, now satisfied in knowing that he didn't hate Peter, that
he was
merely jealous sometimes.
Peter sighed in his sleep, rolling over and
snuggling into his covers, his
nightcap perched precariously on his head and pillow. Davy grinned,
knowing
that it would eventually fall off, as it did almost every night.
The orange
nightcap slid slowly from its former perch on the bassist's head until
it
was held in place by the friction of fabric against fabric. A
moment passed
before it slipped off and landed with a barely audible whisper of textile
on
the floor. Davy sometimes wondered if Peter subconsciously knew
it was
gone, if even in his sleep he felt the somewhat comforting presence
on his
head disappear.
Thoughts in Davy's mind slowed their whirlwind
pace, and he yawned, his
mouth stretching wide enough to admit an entire hand. He perfunctorily
covered his mouth with one hand, though no one was around to see the
tonsils
he showed off, before burying his head in his pillow. Davy thought
fleetingly of both Valleri Matthews and Liselle before falling into
the
realm of dreams.
February 4, 1967:
Mike sighed, straightening his collar for the
tenth time since he had put
the shirt on. Micky chuckled from his corner of their bedroom.
"Don't
worry, Mike, she'll like you anyway."
"Shut up." Mike growled. "I ain't in
the mood for your jokes t'night, got
it?"
Micky held up his hands in a gesture of surrender.
"Don't yell at me. At
least I'm not prancing around you and laughing at your unreasonable
nervousness."
"Unreasonable-" Mike whirled around, his hands
dropping to his sides. He
stared at Micky, who was grinning cheekily up at him from his bed,
in utter
disbelief. "I am not unreasonably nervous! Peter was more
nervous with
Valerie'n I am with Lucia!"
"We expected it from him." Micky said bluntly,
his eyes betraying exactly
how serious he was. "Not from you."
Mike resisted the urge to sigh as he ambled
across the room to sit beside
his best friend. "Everybody gets nervous, y'know. I'm human
too." He
stared at his hands, twiddling his thumbs together and releasing his
sigh at
last. This was one of the times that Micky seemed frighteningly
vulnerable,
that he changed from being the jocular young man Mike knew to a frightened
little boy that was desperate for approval and guidance. Mike
was really
not in the mood to boost Micky when he getting ready for a date.
"Look, Mike, I'm sorry. I'm only joking!"
Micky bounced back to normal
almost immediately, punching Mike's shoulder affectionately.
"I expect
every juicy detail when you get home, okay?"
"Well, you won't get details." Mike retorted,
cuffing Micky lightly. "I'm
not gonna kiss'n tell."
"Ohhh!" Micky waggled his eyebrows suggestively
and crossed his eyes. "Are
you planning on kissing her?"
Mike rolled his eyes and checked his watch.
"Look, Mick, I gotta go. Don't
burn down the house."
Micky widened his eyes in feigned shock.
"Why are you talking to me?
Liselle and Alicia are the ones that burn pictures in the bathroom!"
Mike opened his mouth to ask exactly what
Micky was talking about but
changed his mind. He really did not want to know. He stood
and started for
the door. "See you later, Micky."
"Love you too, Muffin!" Micky called after
him, and Mike rolled his eyes.
He yanked the door closed behind him, a not-so-subtle way of telling
his
best friend to shut up, and started down the stairs.
There was a certain tension downstairs that
Mike couldn't quite put his
finger on. Davy was playing tiny bits of a random song on an
acoustic
guitar, though there was nothing out of the ordinary about that.
Liselle
was upstairs in her room and Athena was reading in the kitchen; all
that was
perfectly natural. It came down to the pair sitting on one of
the couches;
Alicia had an arm around Peter's shoulders and they were conferring
quietly,
their gazes locked on one another. Mike felt that particularly
strange;
Alicia had more of a 'hands-off' personality with everyone but Liselle.
He
drew closer to the two of them, leaning forward slightly.
"You're sure you don't mind if I take the
car?" Mike asked Peter
uncertainly. The other man turned to him, his expression drawn
and sad, and
shook his head.
"No, I don't mind."
Mike stared at Peter for a moment before shrugging. "All
right. See you
later, Pete. Bye, Alicia."
He turned and left the commiserating friends
behind, wondering for a moment
how Peter and Alicia had gotten to be such good friends so fast; Peter
was
more the naïve, innocent type and Alicia seemed pretty jaded.
But Mike had
bigger fish to fry that evening; namely, Lucia Perez.
Mike steeled himself before knocking
on the door in front of him. The wood
felt cool against his knuckles, and he leaned his forehead briefly
against
it before jerking back at the minuscule sound of a doorknob being turned.
Lucia stood in front of him, her hair braided in a smooth brown
rope that
hung over her shoulder. Her eyes sparkled warmly when she saw
him, and she
smiled, her lips a delicate, shiny pink. "You're five seconds
late."
"Well, sorry, but I was goin' the speed limit."
Mike replied, grinning
wryly. "Ready to go?"
"Yeah, just a moment." Lucia turned and shouted
something back into the
house in Spanish. "Okay, now I'm ready."
As Mike escorted her to the Monkee Mobile,
Lucia excitedly told him about
her first photography job. "I was taking pictures of my sister's
friend's
sister's wedding." She gasped happily. "And I was paid $75 dollars
because
I'm only an amateur."
"That's great." Mike enthused, opening the
car door for Lucia. "Are you
hungry?"
"Are you calling me a pig?"
Mike faltered as he attempted to start the car. "N-no,
I was just wonderin'."
Lucia laughed, reaching over and patting Mike's
arm. "You take everything
much to seriously, Mr. Nesmith. You need to let go once and a
while."
Mike felt a blush stain his cheeks, and her
words caused a sudden flashback
to when he first dated Serena-"Mike, you are way too serious.
Have fun once
and a while!" He shrugged. "I can have fun."
"Prove it." Lucia challenged. "Prove
to me that you can have fun at the
amusement park."
He appraised her for a moment before nodding
and smiling. "It's a deal."
Peter sighed, strolling along
to Valerie's house and asking himself why he
didn't take the car. After all, Grace thought badly enough of
him with the
car, much less without. But it was too late now. It was
all too late.
He rang the doorbell, waiting patiently until he heard the sound
of Valerie's
heels running toward the door. She always answered the door because
none
of the butlers would when he rang. She threw open the door and
practically
leaped into his arms, kissing the back of his jaw warmly.
"I'm so glad to see you!" she enthused. "Mother's been
a holy terror all
evening!"
Peter smiled half-heartedly, glancing past
Valerie to see her sister,
Angelica, shaking her head. Angelica made a face at him, crossing
her arms
and tapping her foot. Angelica Cartwright was 13 years old and
shared her
mother's view of Peter.
"Valerie, will you hurry up and leave?" Angelica
called impatiently.
Valerie pulled away from Peter and turned around to pull the door closed,
slamming it angrily.
"She has been too." She murmured. Her
face once again lit up as she
grabbed Peter's hand. "Oh, I've missed you so! How have
you been?"
"Good." Peter replied vaguely. "And
you?"
"Oh, so-so." Valerie stopped, suddenly, as
she stared at where the car
would be. "Where's the car?"
"Mike had a date tonight." Peter smiled, thinking
of how nervous Mike
seemed to be. "With a girl he met at Liselle's party."
"Oh." Valerie replied. "I guess we'll
just walk around, eh?"
"That was my plan." Peter agreed, circling
Valerie's waist with his arm.
It was a comfortable habit that he slipped into frighteningly easily,
though
he was trying desperately to break away. Valerie leaned into
his arms,
sighing contentedly. Peter decided that now would be the best
time-before
things got too complacent or, at worst, intimate-to tell her.
"Valerie." He murmured, stopping in front
of the bookstore they frequented
together. "I have to tell you s-something." He mentally
slapped himself
for the stutter on the word 'something.'
"Yes?" Valerie stared up at him, her eyes
full of confusion, and Peter
nearly lost his nerve. But then a part of him that needed to
make himself
happy for once spoke up.
"I don't think we should be together anymore."
He turned away, not wanting
to see the hurt in her eyes. "I know you're trying to keep your
mother from
saying anything, but it's not working. I love you, but it isn't
going to
work."
Valerie's eyes filled with tears. "But
we could make it work, I promise.
Mother's only one part of the family, Peter, we could ignore her-"
Peter sighed, pulling away from Valerie slightly
and gripping her upper
arms. "No, Valerie. I can't take it anymore."
Her face fell, and she pulled away from him.
The tears escaped her eyes
and she turned away, pushing him away half-heartedly. "I can't
believe.I
thought.don't I mean something to you?"
"Of course!" Peter cried earnestly, tears
sliding down his own cheeks. "I
just can't handle your family anymore."
"You're not with my family; you're with me!"
Valerie cried out, her tears
progressing. "But you're not with me anymore, either!!"
She tried to run away, but Peter grabbed her
wrist, pulling her back.
"Valerie, I do love you, and I want you to be happy, but I want to
be happy
too. And I don't think you'll be happy with me."
Valerie paused before hugging Peter tightly.
"I was happier with you than
with anyone else. Never forget that. You're wonderful,
and I'll miss you."
With that, Valerie escaped, running up the
lane to her house. Peter
watched her go, sighing and wiping his tears away, a searing pain coursing
through his soul. He knew that he should have walked her home,
but he also
knew that she wouldn't want him to.
He sighed and turned to head home.
"Michael, I can't believe you."
Lucia complained, crossing her arms. "You
take me to an amusement park and refuse to go on the roller coaster."
"I don't like roller coasters." Mike replied
staunchly. "I never said I'd
go on any roller coasters with you."
"You took me here; it's a given." Lucia shot
back, grabbing his hand. "You
have to go on some roller coasters and the Ferris wheel. That's
the law of
taking your date to the amusement park."
"What about winnin' her a little teddy bear?"
Mike asked sarcastically.
She shrugged. "Well, I thought that I was
demanding enough already."
Mike sighed. "Look, I'll do anythin'-but
I won't go on a roller coaster."
"Why?" Lucia asked simply, not letting go
of his hand but pulling him
closer. "Are you afraid?"
He stared into her eyes, realizing quite suddenly
that they were a
brilliant blue-which surprised him, considering that she seemed Mexican.
"Naw, of course not. I've been in more dangerous situations than
this."
Lucia smiled mischievously. "Well, if
you're not scared." She turned
sharply and pulled Mike up the stairs to the roller coaster cars, laughing
maniacally as she did so. Mike realized, suddenly, that she had
pulled him
unwittingly into the line and that now they were at the end of the
line, or, in
his mind, at the mouth of Hell. Lucia pulled him into the car
beside her,
gleefully pulling down the safety bar.
"Well, uh, Lucia, uh, I kinda lied to you,
y'know. Roller coasters scare the
heck outta me, and I think it'd be better if I just waited for you
at the
bottom." Mike stammered, whipping his head around and staring at everything
around him. "I mean, what if... oh, man."
The car lurched forward and Mike gripped the
safety bar, a small squeak
escaping his throat. His fear of roller coasters went back to
the eighth
grade, when Mike witnessed a breakdown in a roller coaster in which
a boy
broke his arm. He had not ridden a roller coaster since.
"Calm down." Lucia giggled. "Nothing's
going to happen to you."
Mike realized that he must look like a fool-he
was gripping the bar so hard
his knuckles were white and his muscles were so tense that he was sitting
ramrod straight. Another epiphany hit him as they neared the
top of the
first hill- "My hat!!"
Lucia reached over and rescued the article
for him, since he himself had no
intentions of letting go of the safety bar. The steady clacking
of the cars
as they traveled up was driving Mike insane, and wild whoops and giggles
sounded from all around him as the car rounded the top.
Mike hollered for help as they flew down.
Lucia was screaming and laughing
(at him, most likely) and as they rounded another hill, Mike broke
down and
threw his arms around her, burying his face in her shoulder.
The ride was
whirlwind of sound and motion that did not finish quickly enough for
the
extremely shaken young Nesmith.
As they were stepping out of the car, Mike
steeled himself and straightened
his shoulders, allowing Lucia to wrap an arm around his waist as they
descended the stairs.
"Oh, Mike, I am so sorry! I didn't know
you were that afraid!" She half
apologized, half giggled as the pair sat on the grass near the cotton
candy
booth. "Are you mad at me?"
"Yes!" Mike replied vehemently, burying his
head into his legs. "Where's
my hat?"
Lucia handed the green wool head covering
to him and patted him on the
back. "I really am sorry, Mike. Why didn't you tell me
you were that
afraid? You were almost-"
"Cryin,' I know." Mike sighed. "Y'see,
I saw a boy get his arm broken on a
roller coaster in eighth grade, and I've been scared of 'em since."
Lucia sighed and patted his arm warmly.
"I am sorry, Mike. You can pick
where we go next."
"Home." Mike said firmly, but Lucia laughed
softly, picking up on his
joking tone. Mike sighed, securing his hat on his head.
It was scant
comfort, but it gave him a sense of security that he would never admit
to.
"I guess we could go on the Ferris wheel now."
"Okay." Lucia replied, still holding Mike's
hand as they stood and
meandered toward the center aspect of an amusement park. They
were silent
most of the way, but Lucia spoke first.
"When did you move to California?"
"When I was eleven." Mike replied, allowing
himself a brief trip down
memory lane. "What about you? Where are you from?"
"I was born in San Francisco." She answered,
smiling slightly. "My dad is
from Sonora, Mexico, and my mom's parents are from Sicily, Italy.
I'm
trying to be a professional photographer, and I still live at home
because
my roommate got married. I'm trilingual."
Mike whistled softly. "Wow, girl, you
got a background." He glanced at
her face and blurted out the one thing he didn't want to say.
"I s'pose
that's why you've got blue eyes." *Stupid thing to say.*
To his surprise, Lucia smiled. "Yeah.
I was just waiting for you to
notice." She watched the Ferris wheel's progress with her eyes,
the blue
orbs gleaming in childlike glee. "I suppose you're also wondering
how I
speak English so well?" Mike merely nodded.
"Well, my first language was Spanish, because my
dad didn't want us losing
our roots in Mexico. Mom, however, had experienced what it was
like to be
the kid of immigrants, so she wanted us to be as American as possible
every
day except holidays. So she made sure we spoke English.
Then she taught us
Italian because of Nonna and Poppa." Lucia smiled. "That's also
why my name
is rightfully pronounced Lu-chee-ah instead of Lu-see-ah."
Mike nodded again, turning to watch as one of the
Ferris wheel's cars
approached the platform. "Uh, we're next." He said blandly, utilizing
the
old standby for awkward situations-an understatement. The operator
of the
ride gruffly told the couple to sit down and stay seated, and Mike
smiled
blandly at the older gentleman.
As the slightly swinging car glided around
the circumference of the circle,
Lucia leaned her head timidly against Mike's shoulder. He couldn't
help but
jump at the contact, but after a moment of letting her relax, Mike
himself
relaxed, even going so far as to slide an arm around her shoulders.
"Do you have any siblings Mike?" Lucia asked
mildly. Mike shook his head.
"None other than the guys." He answered easily,
and he realized suddenly
that the first instance of him admitting to feeling that way about
his band
mates had just passed. Lucia smiled.
"You're lucky. I've got three older
sisters and one younger brother who is
the world's greatest pest. He kept asking me tonight whether
I would kiss
you under the blanket of stars."
"Under the blanket of.?"
Lucia laughed, snuggling minutely closer.
"It's from a poem my sister
Antoinetta wrote when she was fifteen that none of us will ever let
her
forget."
Mike laughed as well and squeezed Lucia shoulder.
"You're a lot funnier
now than you were in high school."
"You seem a lot more easygoing."
The pair sat in companionable silence, the
tremulous beginnings of what
could only be identified as "something good" floating between them.
Mike
had not felt so completely at ease with someone since.well, since Serena.
He had never felt comfortable with physical contact or affection, but
his
desire for physical closeness had diminished even further since Serena
left
for New York. But Lucia's warm body and pleasant manner made
him slip into
a comfort zone he hadn't known existed. However, he decided that
overanalyzing in his typical introvert way was not the way to keep
it
around, so he emphatically told his brain to shut up and settled into
talking about nothing with Lucia.
"I swear, Lucia, I'm gon' get
that bear for you!" Mike insisted, aiming the
dart more carefully at the leering clown in the middle of the target.
Lucia
merely laughed, thinking of Mike's many failed attempts.
"You shouldn't-it's going to cost too much
money!"
"Never too much!!" Mike crowed maniacally.
He tossed the dart, his eyes
feverishly following its progress as it bounced off of the clown's
nose yet
again. He howled at his newest defeat and slapped down another
dollar to
try yet again. The amused man who ran the booth handed Mike another
handful
of darts.
"Good luck this time, son." He said, winking.
"You've already spent five
dollars."
Mike ignored the man, tossing the first dart.
It landed on the outer
reaches of the target, winning him a tiny sock monkey with a hat that
said
'I Love U.' He sighed, glancing up at the grand prize-a teddy
bear with a
brown body and black paws-that Lucia had expressed interest in.
"Here you
go." He said, handing the sock monkey to a small child whom had been
standing beside him the entire time.
The girl gasped before looking up and smiling.
"Thanks mister. You're so
nice."
"Come along Suzie." Her mother directed mildly,
smiling warmly at Mike
before they left. Mike, however, was too busy throwing the second
dart to
pay any attention to his own act of goodwill. It traveled as
slowly as
scientifically possible, and the entire crowd of people that had gathered
to
watch Mike's struggle leaned forward in anticipation of where it would
land.
It hit the clown directly on the nose and
remained there, a beacon of Mike'
s success. The crowd of people whooped happily, some clapping
Mike on the
back, as the teddy bear was handed to the smug Texan. He in turn
handed it
to Lucia, who beamed up at him and shouted "Thank you!" above the cacophony.
Mike strutted away from the booth with his
arm around Lucia shoulders,
squeezing her warmly. "I told you I'd get it for you, hon."
Lucia laughed. "I'll never doubt you
again." She snuggled the teddy bear
for a moment, burying her face in its synthetic fur before pulling
back
rather sharply and checking her watch. "Oh, Mike, I'm sorry,
but I have to
get home. It's almost 12:30 and I promised I'd help take care
of my niece
tomorrow."
Mike tried not to let his disappointment show.
"Oh, well, I won't keep
you." He started to meander toward the exit and through the parking
lot,
letting silence overtake the pair. He found himself illogically
wishing
that their time together would last forever, considering that the evening
had been as close to perfect as was allowed a mortal. Mike sighed
as he
opened the car door for Lucia again, smiling when he noted the way
that she
clutched her new teddy bear.
The drive home was a silent one, filled with
Mike's musings and Lucia's
daydreams. When they reached their destination of Lucia's abode,
she didn't
wait for him to open the door for her, taking an independent jaunt.
Mike
led her slowly up the walk, and they paused, facing one another for
the
"final analysis of date."
"I had a lot of fun." Lucia said softly, smiling
gently.
"So did I."
She looked down, brushing a stray bit of hair
that had worked loose from
her braid behind her ear. Mike wondered briefly how soft her
hair was.
"So.will I ever see you again?" Lucia asked mildly, looking Mike straight
in
the eye.
He grinned slowly, nodding. "Yeah.
This is worth repeating, don't you
think?"
Lucia smiled happily. "Good. Okay,
you've got my number, right?"
"Of course. I'll call you."
"Uh-huh." Lucia's nervousness seemed to double,
as did Mike's, as that
moment of 'Kiss or not?' reached them. Mike leaned down and gently
pressed
his lips against hers, savoring the warmth and the gentle taste of
lip-gloss
and cotton candy. Lucia responded to his kiss, leaning closer
to him and
gently placing her palms on his shoulders.
Mike pulled away first, smiling shyly.
"Call you in a coupl'a days."
"Bye." Lucia breathed, waving as Mike happily
strolled down the walk. He
turned back to smile and wave, only to see a boy of about 14 cackling
hysterically beside Lucia, who was exclaiming "You little weasel!"
quite
heatedly.
Aside from the initial embarrassment at the
fact that Lucia's brother saw
their good-night kiss, Mike couldn't help but be amused at the many
horror
stories he had heard that evening about Carlos Perez and how this was
probably now added to the list. Mike started the car and waited
to wave
again before driving away, happily singing 'You Just May Be the One'
to the
only person present-himself.
Alicia glanced up from her book when
the door opened. Mike walked in,
grinning broadly and tossing the car keys onto the table beside the
door.
"Hi, all."
"Have fun?" Micky called devilishly.
It seemed Mike's good humor could not
be knocked down; he merely rolled his eyes and shrugged.
"Maybe." He started up the stairs, waving
cheekily. "I'm goin' to bed."
There was a silence that followed until Micky
dashed toward the stairs. "I've
gotta find out what happened!!"
"Good night Micky!" Davy, Liselle, and Alicia
chorused. Alicia shook her
head, preparing to return to her book, when Liselle announced that
she was
going to go work on a story in her room, and she'd see whoever was
still
awake when she got fed up with it. Athena then announced that
she was going
to bed and Davy settled in to watch television.
"Late night TV always sucks." Alicia said
by way of conversation. Davy
shrugged.
"It's just something to do, y'know."
"Yeah, I know." Alicia murmured, glancing
at the door of the room Davy and
Peter shared. She leaned over Davy's shoulder. "Have you
talked to him
recently?"
"No." Davy replied, turning minutely to face
his roommate. "When he wants
to talk, he'll talk."
Alicia sighed unhappily. "Are you sure?"
Davy chuckled. "Peter is not the type
to hold everything in-"
"An introvert."
"Right. Well, anyhow, Peter's not an
introvert; he'll talk sooner or
later."
Alicia found scant comfort in Davy's words;
she had inherited her mother's
tendency to worry excessively about people she cared about, and considering
how infatuated she was with Peter, it was a given she would worry.
She also
cursed how obvious she was about this infatuation by talking to Davy.and
Micky.and Liselle, though Liselle was hardly a danger.
She mentally swore to herself, tromping out
to the balcony and plopping
onto what the guys called the "comfy couch." Alicia stared out
to sea,
unable to start reading her book again, and let herself drift into
daydreams.
Alicia was pulled out of her
fantasies by a hand on her shoulder. She
jumped, turning to see Peter looking down at her, his eyes hopeful.
"Can I
talk to you?"
"Of course." Alicia replied smoothly, scooting
over and patting the space
beside her. "What happened?"
"I told her." Peter answered glumly, burying
his chin in his hand. "She
was upset."
"Naturally." Alicia waited a moment before
asking "and how are you
feeling?"
Peter turned to her, his eyes full of tears.
"It hurts." He said simply,
his answer so simple and childlike that Alicia felt like crying out
of
empathy. She nodded.
"I figured as much. But." she dreaded
asking the question, knowing that it
was an obscure one she herself had never been asked. "How much?"
The surprise was evident in his eyes.
Apparently no one had asked him that
question either. "A lot. Almost more than it ever did before."
"Tell me about how you feel." Alicia pressed
gently, placing a hand on his
cheek. She felt a warm wetness against her palm, and her own
eyes welled
up. Peter sighed, a shaky release of breath.
"I love her, but I just couldn't take it anymore.
I didn't want to hurt
her." He snuffled. "I thought things would work out with her;
I thought she
was perfect."
Alicia was about to reply that no one was
perfect when Peter broke down.
Her first reaction was to wrap an arm around his shoulders and pull
him
closer, letting him sob out his woes. Alicia cursed herself for
the way she
was feeling while he was in such pain; his close proximity roused an
expected response in her mind and body. She rested her cheek
against his
head, inhaling deeply to experience the scent of his hair. Her
hand rested
against his back and she caressed his back; it was meant to be soothing
but
it was also Alicia's way of copping a free feel.
Peter sat up with a sniffle, searching Alicia's
face for reassurance. "I
don't think I'll ever feel better again." He said, and Alicia knew
that he
wasn't saying it for effect or shock value; he honestly felt that way.
No
one knew better than Alicia how dangerous that was.
"Of course you will, Peter. Everybody
gets better." *God, I am such a
hypocrite.* "I mean, that's not to say you won't stop hurting-or
caring
about Valerie-but sooner or later you will feel better."
"Do you really think so?" Peter asked, his
eyes full of a renewed hope.
Alicia nodded, smiling in what she hoped was a reassuring way.
"Would I lie to you?"
He seemed to consider before sighing.
"I don't know. I've only known you
a month."
Alicia cursed his pragmatism. "Hey,
I thought you trusted me."
"I do. But I've trusted other people,
and-"
"Don't look behind you." Alicia said firmly.
"Reminiscing gets you
nowhere."
"You look behind you." Peter replied, his
expression and tone challenging
Alicia to deny it. She sighed.
"I do. And look where it gets me." She
smiled sadly. "You don't feel any
better, do you?" Peter mutely shook his head. "Well, I
think that if you
just give yourself a chance to get past it you will. I also think,"
she
paused for effect. "That you need some sleep. Sleep can
cure many woes."
"I guess so." He sighed, beginning to stand
and meander his way almost
reluctantly to the patio door. Alicia felt a sudden urge to "tell
him how
she really felt," and she stood as well.
"Peter!" she called almost desperately.
He paused and turned around, his
eyes expectant. Alicia simultaneously lost her nerve. "Please
believe me,
okay?"
"I'll try." And with that statement he was
gone. Alicia sighed angrily and
flopped back onto the couch.
"I'm a terrible person." She said aloud, her
eyes welling up. She buried
her head in her hands, the sharp pain of barely contained tears pestering
her eyes. She thought back on the past conversations she had
shared with
the object of her affections; when he told her of the problems he was
having
with Valerie, which had been especially hurtful for her, considering
that
she discovered that they had "consummated their relationship."
Also when
she told him of the problems she had been having for years, a revelation
prompted by the question "Why are you so sad?" She was quite
sure he was
the first Monkee to know about their unusual background; he had accepted
it
with little questioning, and Alicia had explained everything as fully
she
knew it.
Now she was unsure of how to go forward, or,
moreover, whether to go
forward. Alicia gently pressed the nails of three of the fingers
on her
right hand onto her left wrist, savoring the control she held over
at least
one aspect of her life. The pain was an insistent reminder that
she was
still alive, something she was seriously considering remedying.
Alicia
glanced toward the door of Peter and Davy's room, thinking of how strongly
she felt for someone who would probably never return the feelings.
It was a
heavy ache in her stomach that drove her to press her nails in deeper.
The
household did hold several razors and knives-
"What the hell do you think you're doing?"
Alicia glanced up sharply to see Jacob standing, arms crossed,
in front of
her. "What are you doing here?"
"I asked you first, Miss." Jacob raised his
eyebrows. "Is that really what
you want? Do you know how much that would hurt several people
who are
currently in the house, trusting you to be alone?"
"Most of them don't know I'm not trustworthy."
"I wasn't talking about the Monkees, Alicia."
He said sharply. "You know,
another way of looking at all of this is that if you were to carry
out your
little plan, you just might be the terrible person you think you are."
Alicia swore at him sharply, preparing to
get up and leave, when Jacob
grabbed her wrists and shoved her back down. He dug his own nails
into the
sensitive skin, though his nails were growing longer and sharper by
the
moment.
"If it's really what you want, I can do it
for you. It's not hard for me.
Just consider it: do you think Peter-your beloved Peter-will believe
a damn
thing you said if you don't?"
Alicia began to cry, weakly telling Jacob
to let her go, but he shook his
head. "You have to promise me that you will give yourself a chance.
You're
only 21-you have a lot left in you. But if this is what you want,
I'll do
it."
In the silence that followed, Alicia could
hear the door of Liselle's room
open and turned around to see Liselle and Micky laughing and venturing
into
Liselle's room. "No!" Alicia gasped at last. "I can't-I
won't-please-"
But Jacob was already gone.
Liselle rolled over to answer the somewhat
insistent knocks on her door.
"Who is it?" she called cheerily.
"The Selective Service!" Micky trilled back,
a burst of giggles following.
Liselle opened the door to admit her roommate, also
laughing.
"You're in a good mood." She appraised mildly. Micky nodded,
grinning.
"I got a few details out of Mike. He
spent five dollars winning a teddy
bear for Miss Perez."
Liselle raised an eyebrow. "Is that
a good thing or a bad thing?"
"Good thing." Micky assured her, plopping
down on the extra bed in her
room. "Mike spending money on someone shows that he likes 'em."
"Ah." Liselle affirmed, plopping down on her
bed. The angle she fell at
caused her to fall and hit the floor. "Mow!"
Micky watched, his expression neutral.
"Mow?" he questioned plaintively.
Liselle nodded.
"Mow."
An awkward silence followed. Micky picked
half-heartedly at a frayed edge
of the bed sheet before asking "How're things with Davy?"
"Oh, it was fun while it lasted." Liselle
answered, wondering excitedly if
this meant that Micky was interested in her. "And kind of gratifying."
"Hmm." Micky picked at the sheet again.
Liselle watched him curiously,
marveling at how much he looked like a little boy when he was hunched
over
like that. He glanced up at her. "What?!"
"Nothing." Liselle said somewhat defensively,
glaring at her momentary
houseguest mildly. "I was just wondering whether you came all
this way just
to ask me how things were with Davy."
Micky looked panicked for a moment before straightening and saying,
"Yeah,
I did. I'm doing a romantic survey of the residents of this house."
"Well, you've got your information." Liselle
asked herself why she was in
effect kicking Micky out, but he stood and started for the door.
"You're right, I do."
Liselle followed him to the door, shaking
her head mildly. "You're nuts."
"Thanks." Micky said brightly, leaning down
and brushing his lips against
her cheek before escaping with a hurried "Good night!"
"Good night." Liselle replied, watching as
Micky slid down the banister and
headed toward the patio. She was highly confused and slightly
embarrassed
at Micky's behavior, but she savored the kiss nonetheless.
"This is getting to be ridiculous."
"They're mortals, Maria, what can you expect?"
"They're all caught up in foolish emotions,
and it's ridiculous. You know
that as well as I do, Mother. And they're supposed to be forming
a
semi-family unit. That's not happening at all!"
"Maria, you're being very cynical. Peter
and Alicia have bonded-"
"If not for the damn infatuation."
"That was planned on, remember? And
I would prefer you not to use mortal
expletives here, please."
"Yes, it was planned on, but it's getting
out of hand! Didn't Jacob tell
you what almost happened?"
"We knew she was like that when we granted
the wish. Besides, there has
been other bonding as well. Micky and Alicia have bonded as well,
and
Liselle has bonded with Micky, to a certain extent-and it you say anything
about the 'damn infatuation,' you'll be demoted. Athena gets
along quite
well with most of them, being a rather agreeable person at heart, and
Mike-"
"Is a stick in the mud."
"Oh, give him a chance, Mari. Give them
all a chance to get out of their
pairs, and it'll work out just fine."
"You told me that about the entire sub-dimension
in the first place. There
were serious mistakes."
"No time to quibble now; it's running smoothly."
"For the time being."
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